Doubt Mixed with Hope

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We have seen the Lord! But (Thomas) said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe” …Jesus came (and to Thomas) “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe” …Thomas said to him, “My Lord and my God!” Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” John 20:28-29

Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Matthew 28:16-17

I can’t do that! I will never be able to climb to the top! I’m afraid! I will never believe that unless I see it! The word doubt is defined as: “To be uncertain or skeptical about; be undecided about. To tend to disbelieve; distrust.” Have you ever doubted? You are not alone since research shows 85% of people suffer from self-doubt. According to management expert Jamie Taets, “So many times, we compare our potential and confidence to those around us, yet they too are doubting themselves.”

Barna, in a similar study, shared that two-thirds of Christians face doubt. Spiritual doubt has been a reality for many on their Christian faith journey through the years. Yet as Selwyn Hughes writes, “Those who doubt most, and yet strive to overcome their doubts, turn out to be some of Christ’s strongest disciples.”

I have lost count of the times I used the famous chair illustration for faith.  This is the one that says you can believe the chair exists but only if you sit in it will you have faith that the chair will hold you up. I did modify the illustration a bit after our old reliable rocking chair didn’t hold up. When Courtney was a baby, I believed the chair that I had used daily for months would hold us up.  However, while rocking one night, the chair broke apart! Thankfully, neither baby nor Daddy was hurt. However, it did instill in me a healthy doubt as I sit down in future rocking chairs! Writer Michael Novak says that “doubt is not so much a dividing line that separates people into different camps as it is a razor’s edge that runs through every soul.”

Since Easter, as I have focused on several post-resurrection stories, I have been greatly impacted by Thomas. Growing up in church I can’t guess the number of references to Thomas as “doubting Thomas.” The term has even been used as a put-down for someone’s lack of faith. Does Thomas really deserve the title?

We are not given lots of details about Thomas but what we are given is life-changing. We know he was a loyal and trustworthy disciple of Jesus. When the other disciples tried to convince Jesus not to return to Bethany after Lazarus died, it was Thomas who boldly said, “Let us also go,” even if it was said with a tinge of fear, “that we may die with him.” (John 11:16)

Thomas’ questioning doubt around the final Passover meal allowed Jesus to share a critical truth about himself. “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” (John 14:6)

Thomas’s defining moment was recorded by John. The other disciples were all together behind a locked door out of fear, but not Thomas. John doesn’t tell us where Thomas was that evening but we know he wasn’t in the room behind a locked door out of fear. I am sure that Jesus’ resurrection created a lot of drama and excitement in the community. There was no telling how the story was being told and retold since Resurrection morning. We now live in an age of instant access to news and information, but even so, it is often distorted. Like us, Thomas probably thought, What can I really believe?

Thomas was confronted with the disciple’s story about seeing Jesus. What would you have said? Thomas had doubt, but that doubt was mixed with hope and faith. If this was not the case, he wouldn’t have said, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.” (John 20:25) “I believe and I doubt. I hope and I fear. I pray and I waver. I ask and I worry. I believe; help my unbelief.” (the Doubter’s Prayer-John Ortberg)

Doubt would have dismissed the disciple’s claim outright but hope leaves room for faith to work. Lesslie Newbigin writes, “Believing everything uncritically is the road to disaster. The faculty of doubt is essential. But as I have argued, rational doubt always rests on faith and not vice versa. The relationship between the two cannot be reversed.”

Doubt when rightly pursued creates a healthy soul and future. However, if doubt takes control of one’s life, it creates a paralyzed soul, keeping us stuck at that moment and unable to handle new risks and challenges. “Faith is a footbridge that you don’t know will hold you up over the chasm until you’re forced to walk out onto it.” –Nicholas Wolterstorff

You can almost feel the tension that evening as Jesus walks through the locked door again and greets his disciples, “Peace be with you!” He then slowly and methodically turns to Thomas with outstretched hands. Do you need more proof, Thomas? John doesn’t say but I can only picture Thomas falling on his knees before Jesus with tears streaking his face as he made his powerful declaration of faith, “My Lord and my God!”

Thomas left the room a changed follower of Jesus. I am sure Thomas still had questions because inquiring minds always have questions. Yet he takes Jesus’ gentle reprimand to heart as he shared the hope of Jesus, according to tradition, as the first missionary to India. Can you see Thomas smiling as he remembers Jesus’ words, “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed”?

God is great!

“Be merciful to those who doubt” –Jude 22

Better Early than Late

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They were looking intently up into the sky as he was going, when suddenly two men dressed in white stood beside them. “Men of Galilee,” they said, “why do you stand here looking into the sky? This same Jesus, who has been taken from you into heaven, will come back in the same way you have seen him go into heaven.” Acts 1:10-11 (NIV)

Following his resurrection, Jesus has been busy getting everything ready for his ascension. In this Post-Easter transition time, he has dealt with restoring broken Peter, reassuring his band of disciples, and giving final instructions to his followers when He ascends.

I came across this meme the other day which caught my attention. “If the living knew what the dead knew, the whole world would follow Jesus the Christ.” I don’t know who created the meme and it may sound right, but actually, the living does know what the dead know. The difference is the living can still act upon this knowledge that the dead refused to act upon when they were living.

C. S. Lewis, in his masterful fantasy classic, The Great Divorce, takes passengers on a bus trip from Hell to the outskirts of Heaven. Lewis’ unnamed narrator introduces us to a few passengers that choose to get on the bus. The majority opt not to board the bus even with the possibility of escaping hell. Through the book’s pages, even those who did choose to get on the bus ended up returning to Grey Town. As Lewis writes “If we insist on keeping Hell (or even earth) we shall not see Heaven: if we accept Heaven we shall not be able to retain even the smallest and most intimate souvenirs of Hell.” In the story, one person does choose to give up his souvenirs and accepts grace to stay. Remember, Lewis’s book is a fantasy. “It has of course—or I intended it to have—a moral…I wish is to arouse factual curiosity about the details of the after-world.” (Lewis)

Jesus tells the story in Luke of two men. Luke doesn’t even bother to give us one man’s name, he is only identified as a rich man. The other man, and we know his name, is Lazarus. Yet until his death, he is known only as a beggar. Both men face the same state of life that every person must face: death. The rich man who didn’t need God on earth now begs for a simple drop of water. Lazarus who had no earthly resources now enjoys the treasures of heaven.

This account in Luke might give credence to the meme when he asks for someone from the dead to go to his brothers so they will repent and not come to this place. However, that is not the complete story as we read Abraham’s response to him, “If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.” (Luke 16:19-31)

The unnamed man in Jesus’ story has all the comforts of life, education, and opportunity. Most likely he is an elite member of the temple’s inner circle because of his wealth and status. Most likely he is known by the religious leaders as a generous giver to the treasury. He has all the information needed to make his choice of eternity. Yet he is the man that C. S. Lewis writes about “Every human being is in the process of becoming a noble being; noble beyond imagination. Or else, alas, a vile being beyond redemption.”

Pastor emeritus Erwin Lutzer of The Moody Church writes, “One minute after you slip behind the parted curtain, you will either be enjoying a personal welcome from Christ or catching your first glimpse of gloom as you have never known it. Either way, your future will be irrevocably fixed and eternally unchangeable.” The rich man in Luke’s account could testify to Lutzer’s statement.

It should never be easy to forget the price paid as Jesus’ flesh-torn and beaten body was lifted off the cross. Easter reminds us not to overlook the darkness that engulfed the world as God turned his back on mankind. Religion may try to explain the ripped curtain, but the one vitally important thing that can’t be overlooked or denied is an empty tomb! “There are only two kinds of people in the end: those who say to God, ‘Thy will be done,’ and those to whom God says, in the end, ‘Thy will be done.’ All that are in Hell, choose it. Without that self-choice there could be no Hell. No soul that seriously and constantly desires joy will ever miss it. Those who seek find. To those who knock it is opened.” (C.S. Lewis)

Would Pilate have made a different decision if someone from the dead had told him? Pilate had the living Jesus in front of him.

Would Caiaphas, the high priest, have made a different decision if someone from the dead told him? Caiaphas had the living Jesus in front of him.

Would the mob that was yelling for Jesus to be crucified have made a different decision if someone from the dead told them? They had the living Jesus in front of them.

Would you make a different decision if someone from the dead told you? Thankfully you have the living Jesus in front of you!

We don’t need a witness from the dead when we have a living Savior’s promise. “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. If you know me, you will also know my Father. From now on you do know him and have seen him.” (John 14:6-7 CSB)

God is great!

 

What Do You Do with An Open Grave?

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As they were on their way, some of the guards came into the city and reported to the chief priests everything that had happened. After the priests had assembled with the elders and agreed on a plan, they gave the soldiers a large sum of money and told them, “say this, ‘His disciples came during the night and stole him while we were sleeping.’ If this reaches the governor’s ears, we will deal with him and keep you out of trouble. They took the money and did as they were instructed, and this story has been spread among Jewish people to this day. Matthew 28:11-15

Whatever social media platform you find yourself on, you will be familiar with memes. They can be cute, funny, or often contain misinformation that seeks to influence your opinion on a given subject. Now, you may be more into old-school social media such as reading the newspaper or magazine, where your meme will be called a cartoon. Either way, it takes current news, and social or political issues, and shapes or more likely, reshapes the message.

According to Merriam-Webster, there are two definitions for a meme:

  • “An amusing or interesting item (such as a captioned picture or video) or genre of items that is spread widely online especially through social media”
  • “An idea, behavior, style, or usage that spreads from person to person within a culture” (USA Today)

The term “meme” is normally credited to British evolutionary biologist and outspoken atheist Richard Dawkins based on his 1976 book, The Selfish Gene. His definition of the meme was “a cultural entity or idea that replicates, evolves, and is passed from person to person.” The use of social media has resulted in a prolific expansion of memes in the past couple of decades. You may have had/have a Keep Calm mug on your desk or had a bucket of ice poured over your head a few years ago all as a result of a meme.

According to Limor Shifman, professor of communication and journalism at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem, “Memes are becoming a truly important part of how humans communicate with one another. They appeal to our need to be part of a larger group, and simultaneously our desire to be individuals.”

The use of the internet provides a powerful platform to spread a meme’s idea inside of a culture, shaping opinions and creating conversation. It doesn’t matter whether the meme is true or false if it fits the narrative we want to believe.  Olivia Munson writes, “Anything can act as a meme, all it needs is a relatability and the capability for revamping.”

Though the term “meme” may be a recent addition to our terminology, the concept is as old as time. As I focus on post-Easter moments for the next couple of weeks, I found it fascinating that the word meme was coined by an avowed atheist who dismisses the very concept of God.

Though the guards and priests were not familiar with a meme, they were familiar with how and why you need to create a false illusion. They concocted a story that the disciples had taken the body while the guards were sound asleep. The story would quickly spread throughout the city causing confusion and doubt.

It had been a busy weekend for the priests and religious officials to create a different story surrounding Jesus. The Roman guards had methodically removed the stained cross that had held Jesus’ body out of public sight. The people had been asking about the darkness that had enveloped the land and the torn curtain in the temple created a lot of conversation that Sabbath.

Yet the religious leaders were now facing their biggest problem, an open grave.  The religious leaders could easily create a false narrative about the torn curtain, three hours of darkness, and other events surrounding Jesus’ crucifixion. Still, they knew what power a risen Jesus would have on the people.

Matthew’s account gives specific details about how they had appealed to Pilate to secure the grave. “Take guards, Pilate told them. “Go and make it as secure as you know how.” They went and secured the tomb by setting a seal on the stone and placing the guards.” (Matthew 27:62-66). The religious leaders had to face the question, “What do we do with an open grave”? The leaders could have repented and acknowledged that Jesus was the long-awaited Messiah. Forgiveness and restoration could have been the story told but they sought to keep their positions, power, and authority requiring they reject the open grave. It became necessary to create a story based on a lie. This would be the story that quickly spread among the people, even “to this day.”

Creating false illusions and revamping the true story has been one of the mainstays of Satan’s arsenal since the encounter with Adam and Eve. “He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You can’t eat from any tree in the garden’?” Even after Eve confronted him with the truth, he reshaped the story to get another message across that was more appealing. “No! You will certainly not die,” the serpent said to the woman. “In fact, God knows that when you eat it your eyes will be opened and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.” (Gen 3:1,4 CSB)

Easter requires each of us to respond to the question of the open grave. “If there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised; and if Christ has not been raised, then our proclamation is in vain, and so is your faith.” (I Cor 15: 13-14 CSB)

Thankfully there was a resurrection!

God is great!

 

First Day, Never the Same Again

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On the first day of the week… Matt 28:1, Mark 16:2, Luke 21:1, John 20:1

You never quite know what to expect in life when it comes to traditions. Andrew and Carolyn Clark assumed they would continue to follow the tradition of the Clark family and only have boys. It had been 130 years since a girl was born into the Clark family line. Carolyn had heard this tale when she started dating Andrew but didn’t believe the story. “I asked his parents to confirm that information, and they’re like, ‘Oh yeah, no, we haven’t had a girl in our direct line.’”

Audrey Clark changed tradition on March 17, becoming the first girl born into the family since 1885. Audrey’s birth was also special since Carolyn and Andrew experienced a miscarriage in January 2021. Carolyn said, “Our parents have just been spoiling her before she was even here-you know-buying all the bows and tutu’s and outfits. She’s got enough clothes that she doesn’t have to wear the same outfit twice.”

Traditions hold special meanings for family and faith. The Passover celebration had been central to every Jewish family since the very first one. The traditions surrounding one of the holiest of holidays had been passed down from one generation to the next. Families gathered to celebrate the Israelites’ escape from slavery in Egypt. The days were marked with food, fellowship, special prayer services, and worship.

Jesus understood the rich traditions of the Passover but he celebrated his last one with his disciples by breathing new meaning into the meal and changing tradition. Jesus took the bread and wine as usual, but the words were charged with new life. “As they were eating, he took bread, blessed and broke it, gave it to them, and said, “Take it; this is my body.” Then he took a cup, and after giving thanks, he gave it to them, and they all drank from it. He said to them, “This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many. Truly I tell you, I will no longer drink of the fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new in the kingdom of God.” (Mark 14:22-25 CSB)

The events that unfolded after the Passover meal rocked the disciple’s world and took a toll upon each of them. They were no longer the bold and confident followers of Jesus that were with him in that upper room celebrating together. Eleven once loyal and brave followers had all scattered out of fear. They were hiding from the religious leaders and even denied they knew Jesus.

Unbelievably even the strong, arrogant, but always outspoken Peter was found cowering when he was confronted by a servant girl. The maidservant accused Peter of being one of Jesus’ followers when “he started to curse and swear, I don’t know this man you’re talking about!” (Mark 14:71 CSB) Jill Weber writes, “I sometimes wonder if it was this moment that was actually the making of Peter—the moment that shaped him into the kind of leader that Jesus would entrust with building His church. Peter is confronted with the state of his own soul. Self-reliance and arrogance are exposed and dismantled, and from the rubble, humility begins to grow.”

The Saturday following the crucifixion is shrouded in mystery. Though we are given very few details, what we do know is powerful.  We know there was life after death when Jesus told the criminal on the cross, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.” (Luke 23:43). We know love beat loudly as Mary Magdalene and the other women who followed Jesus were busy making preparation. Luke tells us “The women who had come with him from Galilee followed along and observed the tomb and how his body was placed. Then they returned and prepared spices and perfumes. And they rested on the Sabbath according to the commandment.” (Luke 23:55-56)

We know that fear and doubt marked Saturday as the eleven remaining disciples were hiding but Jesus restored the broken and defeated on Resurrection morning. John writes “When it was evening on that first day of the week, the disciples were gathered together with the doors locked because they feared the Jews. Jesus came, stood among them, and said to them, “Peace be with you.” (John 20:19)

We know that when the people gathered to worship in the temple as usual on Saturday they stood staring at the sanctuary curtain that “was split down the middle.” (Luke 23:45) I can only speculate, but did the high priest order some of the other priests to grab the torn curtain and hold it together during the worship service?  Instead of facing the truth, the priests and worshippers pretended not to see the tear and continue to hide the truth. However, no longer would God be separated from the people by a piece of cloth or a lie. Theologian N.T. Wright writes, “Matthew explains the tearing of the veil with an earthquake; Mark leaves it as a mystery, though he presumably means us to understand, in the light of the previous four chapters, that from now on the Temple is as good as finished. Its purpose has been taken over by the event which has just occurred. From now on, access into the presence of the living God is open to all through the death of his son.”

We may not know all the details of Saturday but we do know that “on the first day of the week” the world was changed forever when a group of women found an open grave. We know that a confused group of disciples was changed into mighty proclaimers of the Gospel.  We know that we no longer live in fear of death but with the hope of eternity. “When Jesus pushed back His own gravestone on resurrection morning, hope was born in the world—hope that this Jesus turns even the gravest despair into supernatural joy.”—Tyler Staton

He is Risen!

 

Quietest Place on Earth

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He erased the certificate of debt, with its obligations, that was against us and opposed to us, and has taken it away by nailing it to the cross. He disarmed the rulers and authorities and disgraced them publicly; he triumphed over them in him. Colossians 2:14-15 (CSB)

Silence is golden! How many young parents have thought about tattooing this motto on their arms? There is a place that has been officially designated as the quietest place on Earth. It is located in Redmond, Washington at the Microsoft headquarters. The room was built in 2015, the anechoic chamber doesn’t remove all sounds, only the external noises which allows you to hear the endless sounds of your body. “When you turn your head, you can even hear that movement. You can hear yourself breathing and it sounds pretty loud,” wrote Lead Project Designer, Hondaraj Gopal.

According to the article, only a few people have survived staying in the room for a long period at most an hour. “Without any sounds from the outside world to get in the way, absolute silence will gradually turn into an unbearable ringing in the ears. This will likely cause you to lose your balance due to the lack of reverberation in the room, which will impair your spatial awareness.” (Walla! Health)

However, could it be that the quietest place on Earth isn’t a man-made room in Redmond, Washington but a God-inhabited tomb at the edge of Golgotha?

Microsoft took two years to design and build their room. It consists of six layers of concrete and steel and is detached from the surrounding buildings. The room has an array of shock-absorbing springs installed below the floor with fiberglass wedges installed on the floor, ceiling, and walls to break up the sound waves before they can travel into the room.

God took His only Son to build his room! It consists of God’s love that “everyone that believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.” His “room” was built with mockery, ridicule, spit, torturous beatings, and finally, iron nails driven into his body until the sound waves are broken up by the words, “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?”

Have you ever considered when the one criminal on the cross realized Jesus was who he said he was and asked, “remember me when you come into your kingdom?” He had been mocking Jesus, along with the crowd below and the other criminal on the cross. Maybe it was when Jesus showed compassion and concern for his mother even as he was struggling to breathe on the cross. Perhaps it was when he saw the group of followers who genuinely cared about Jesus yet not one person was there for him. Maybe it was when he heard Jesus asking, “Father, forgive them, because they do not know what they are doing,” even as cried out in pain.

Regardless of when he finally realized that only in Jesus was hope. This criminal who had no hope, no future, and no understanding found his redeemer. He didn’t make a long drawn-out appeal on how he had been mistreated, misunderstood, or misjudged, he asked, “remember me.” Jesus dying on the cross, beaten and  tortured looked at this criminal and said, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.” (Luke 23:43)

Philip Yancey writes, “Jesus forgave a thief dangling on a cross, knowing full well the thief had converted out of plain fear. That thief would never study the Bible, never attend synagogue or church, and never make amends to those he had wronged. He simply said “Jesus remember me,” and Jesus promised, “Today you will be with me in paradise.” It was another shocking reminder that grace does not depend on what we have done for God but rather what God has done for us.”

A person may only stay in the Microsoft room for an hour until he loses balance.  Jesus stayed for three days without losing His balance for the sake of our eternity! Jesus completed his assignment as he shouted out “it is finished!” The quietest place on earth lost its grip on every generation,  bringing hope to those who followed Jesus as Savior. “The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ!” (I Cor 15:56 CSB) “Death’s horrific sting is a result of sin. Death only loses its sting when death is no longer a punishment, but rather a transition. Believers no longer need to feel the sting of death, since Jesus has achieved everlasting life for believers.” (Dirk van Garderen)

I grew up in the evangelical stream of the Christian faith where many of the terms, Holy Week, Maundy Thursday, and Good Friday were alien to me. Yet through the years I have grown to have a deep appreciation for the other streams of Christian faith that celebrate these days, together we form a mighty ocean of Jesus’ followers. As I acknowledge the celebration of Palm Sunday, it reminds me how easy it is to shout Hosanna one day, only to cry “crucify him” on Good Friday.  To sit in the darkness of Holy Wednesday knowing the betrayal of Judas will happen on Maundy Thursday yet wait with the expectation of Resurrection morning.

“The angel told the women, “Don’t be afraid, because I know you are looking for Jesus who was crucified. He is not here. For he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples. He has risen from the dead and indeed he is going ahead of you to Galilee; you will see him there. Listen, I have told you.” (Matthew 28:5-7 CSB)

The quietest place on Earth? Not anymore, for He has risen!

God is great!