Healthy Obsession

As the deer pants for the water brooks, So my soul pants for You, God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God; When shall I come and appear before God? Psalm 42:1-2 NASB2020

What is the greatest obsession that drives your day? It might be getting that job promotion you have been wanting, along with a nice salary increase. Perhaps it is moving into the big house on the corner with the manicured lawn. Many may find just getting out of bed in the morning without pain is their obsession.

John Hinckley Jr became obsessed with actress Jodie Foster after seeing her in a movie. Over the years, she became all-consuming in his thoughts and actions, an obsession that would drive him to attempt the assassination of President Ronald Reagan in March 1981. Hinckley traveled from Los Angeles to Washington, D.C. on a Greyhound bus with his plan to get Foster’s attention.

The day of the shooting, he spent the morning writing a letter to Foster. “As you well know by now I love you very much. Over the past seven months, I’ve left you dozens of poems, letters and love messages in the faint hope that you could develop an interest in me. Although we talked on the phone a couple of times, I never had the nerve to simply approach you and introduce myself…The reason I’m going ahead with this attempt now is because I cannot wait any longer to impress you. I’ve got to do something now to make you understand, in no uncertain terms, that I am doing all of this for your sake! (Excerpt from Hinckley’s March 30 letter)

We all have something that becomes an obsession for us; thankfully, few of us allow an obsession to drive us to the dark side like it did Hinckley. However, there is an obsession that gives life, purpose, and joy. It is an obsession that has been part of generations and continues to consume those who will allow it. That obsession is God himself. Jesus tells us that it is a total and unwavering devotion to God, encompassing every aspect of our lives – an obsession not of feelings but of a commitment that influences thoughts, emotions, and actions.

Jesus simply says, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength. The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.” (Mark 12:29-31)

Oswald Chambers writes, “The total being of our life inside and out is to be absolutely obsessed by the presence of God. If we are obsessed by God, nothing else can get into our lives—not concerns, tribulation, nor worries. To be obsessed by God is to have an effective barricade against all the assaults of the enemy.”

One of the most quoted verses in the entire Bible is Deuteronomy 6:4-9. Known as the Shema, they are recited every morning and every evening by Orthodox Jews and have been for generations. “Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one. Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be on your hearts. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates.”

The Psalmist writes of a hunger and thirst that can only be satisfied through God in Psalm 42.  Recently, my family and I had the opportunity to be in South Africa’s Kruger National Park. There is something always life-giving when watching animals in their natural habitat. It is amazing to watch these magnificent animals as they move about the day, but especially when they begin moving towards their water sources, totally consumed by the need for water, even knowing the dangers that may be there. We have that same innate need for God that pulls us toward Him daily.

Paul David Tripp on Psalm 42 writes, “Be honest today: Do you hunger after and long for God? Are you like a parched deer, panting for water? Does longing for God propel your devotional life, your relationships, and your participation in public worship? Longing for God will always produce love for the people of God and joyful participation in the public worship of God.”

Jesus calls us into an obsession with God, but only because God has been obsessed with us from the beginning of time. Without doing a thing, we are already deeply and completely loved by God. “This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.” (I John 4:9-10)

David writes of the priceless love of God in Psalm 36:7 that people take refuge in His shadow.

John writes of a sacrificing love of God that articulates His love for us in John 3:16.

Isaiah writes of a surrounding love of God in Isaiah 43:2 when facing major obstacles.

Zephaniah writes of a comforting love of God in Zephaniah 3:17. “The LORD your God is with you the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.”

Nancy Ortberg, in her book Looking For God, writes that in a dark hour of her life, God was there for her, even if she couldn’t see Him. “Slowly I began to understand that I had been seeing God from such a narrow perspective. I had boxed God up and compartmentalized Him into thirty minutes each morning. But in reality, He had been waiting for me to realize that He had invaded all the parts of my day, if I would just pay attention.”

We wake up every day with thousands of messages vying for our attention. Unfortunately, a few will become an obsession. Yet in God’s obsession with us, he seeks us with an unrelenting love. What will your obsession be today?

God is great!